A knock

Oh, the hit on the head
Water in my hand
Did I say wrong
Hurt flows
Is this retribution through the air
The ache remains
Is it all fading away
I’ll never understand I said
Did I mean all that
All is a haze
What has been all day
Some more's been added
Clear me, I’ve confused you
I’ll await your reply

Last words

I’ve run out
It no longer flows
Thoughts I want to make
The depth is lost
Still one strives
To make
What is left me
Maybe the only one I know
The others are not sure
Oh it’s all so frivolous
Therein ends the DAY

No Clue

What does the heart desire
Does he know
He said and laughed

The converse was
Is it better to arrange?
So many decisions
Not one was made

None of the choices,
Was yours
What was told to him
And to them and everyone
The oath taken
Swore on earth and sky
All stand against
You cannot love
How can what is not in existence
Be ever arranged
To be your forever

A Twist

Happiness and joy
Shocks and sadness
All in a day
That is life

Acceptance
Does it really help?
That jolt was electric still
But no pain do I feel

How long will continue
The search for another
When self inflicted norms
Traps one in shackles

Will breaking free from it
Provide any solace
Won’t you have to live
With the indignity

A life full of loss of word
And the, you said this
Where is your pride
Will misery set in
How can you forget remembrance

A Message

Love you guys
Thanks ok for coming…
Cleared my head
Little bit from all
That’s happening…
Muuah!

Don’t love too much
And don’t demean us
by heartless thanking
such a request,
we’d to be there

really love you all
truly kinds
just running high on emotions…
so wanted to thank you…

ok ok
thank you accepted
I’ll never understand you

Never understand? Why?

Oh forget it
Am in a haze
And talking gibberish
Ignore please

Cheap Love

When the news broke
Why was I startled
Had I not written
At the very beginning

The advice to take
What was offered me
Did I not preach against
What was bound to happen

The cheapening
That I canot fathom
And the revelation
That set the reporter to thinking

From mild depression
To reaching the nadir
No reprieve
Cos justice has been dealt

Across the seas

Was it a coincidence
That call from across the seas
In a like situation
Only enduring more anguish

Why did that seeker
Promised goodness for life
To whom you shewed kindness
Could have not one joyous day

Why do one meant to rejoice
Cannot obey your bidding
did a wrong occur
That takes me away from you

He who does not want you
That I do understand
But why only sorrow
To one whom you were all

When the news broke

Where is the passion gone?
I crave for you
For that fulfilling experience
Why is it denied me?

Is it!!!
Am I …
Have I rebuffed???

My being was yours
Nothing can fill
The all-encompassing emptiness
Spells the truth

Have I not the requisite all
Another would desire
My search for more
Is the answer, I’m for you

Why do you not take
Show me what you want
Then would my wandering cease
And rest I would find

Have I lost forever
Do you find no place within
Despite knowing, my foolishness
Has it cost me my soul?