sentiments

That which you desire cannot be
Cos I cannot see you pained
yet you cannot escape

afflicted with anguish
holding on to useless hope
your life a ruin

maybe an escape
well made and in time
my reward though
your bitter heart

Light in the Night

Ash black ash
Life burnt

Look
all's not lost
A tiny green shoot
rising above the black

A beam of hope
at the far end of the dark tunnel
Muster your last strength
the very last bit
a prayer

Empress of Minds

I wish I could make you mine
But you see through me
It is not the truth
A facade you too know

I do want to cast you away
out of my heart
erased from my mind

But a part of me will die
If it be deprived of thy thought
No longer can I look forward to seeing you
conversing with you
but the memory of you still makes me smile

I Yield

Make me run within the ring
There is no way out
accept the matrix
swallow your pride and give in to the lie
you are in control u need to believe

but pride they say
goeth before a fall
and till such time
i will continue the fight

accepting is suffocating
so I cannot live
But to die is suicide
And only the fight can keep me alive
Batterered broken
Hope doesn't exist
But that is one falsity i will hold on to
with dear life