A knock

Oh, the hit on the head
Water in my hand
Did I say wrong
Hurt flows
Is this retribution through the air
The ache remains
Is it all fading away
I’ll never understand I said
Did I mean all that
All is a haze
What has been all day
Some more's been added
Clear me, I’ve confused you
I’ll await your reply

Last words

I’ve run out
It no longer flows
Thoughts I want to make
The depth is lost
Still one strives
To make
What is left me
Maybe the only one I know
The others are not sure
Oh it’s all so frivolous
Therein ends the DAY

No Clue

What does the heart desire
Does he know
He said and laughed

The converse was
Is it better to arrange?
So many decisions
Not one was made

None of the choices,
Was yours
What was told to him
And to them and everyone
The oath taken
Swore on earth and sky
All stand against
You cannot love
How can what is not in existence
Be ever arranged
To be your forever

A Twist

Happiness and joy
Shocks and sadness
All in a day
That is life

Acceptance
Does it really help?
That jolt was electric still
But no pain do I feel

How long will continue
The search for another
When self inflicted norms
Traps one in shackles

Will breaking free from it
Provide any solace
Won’t you have to live
With the indignity

A life full of loss of word
And the, you said this
Where is your pride
Will misery set in
How can you forget remembrance

A Message

Love you guys
Thanks ok for coming…
Cleared my head
Little bit from all
That’s happening…
Muuah!

Don’t love too much
And don’t demean us
by heartless thanking
such a request,
we’d to be there

really love you all
truly kinds
just running high on emotions…
so wanted to thank you…

ok ok
thank you accepted
I’ll never understand you

Never understand? Why?

Oh forget it
Am in a haze
And talking gibberish
Ignore please

Cheap Love

When the news broke
Why was I startled
Had I not written
At the very beginning

The advice to take
What was offered me
Did I not preach against
What was bound to happen

The cheapening
That I canot fathom
And the revelation
That set the reporter to thinking

From mild depression
To reaching the nadir
No reprieve
Cos justice has been dealt

Across the seas

Was it a coincidence
That call from across the seas
In a like situation
Only enduring more anguish

Why did that seeker
Promised goodness for life
To whom you shewed kindness
Could have not one joyous day

Why do one meant to rejoice
Cannot obey your bidding
did a wrong occur
That takes me away from you

He who does not want you
That I do understand
But why only sorrow
To one whom you were all

When the news broke

Where is the passion gone?
I crave for you
For that fulfilling experience
Why is it denied me?

Is it!!!
Am I …
Have I rebuffed???

My being was yours
Nothing can fill
The all-encompassing emptiness
Spells the truth

Have I not the requisite all
Another would desire
My search for more
Is the answer, I’m for you

Why do you not take
Show me what you want
Then would my wandering cease
And rest I would find

Have I lost forever
Do you find no place within
Despite knowing, my foolishness
Has it cost me my soul?

Eyes

You are sweet innocence
A small child
Much bigger than em all

Rosy lips
Smile that aches the heart
Will I never have

Feel the warmth
Remain in deep recess
Put a light on it
Only pain revealed

Awake for no reason

The night has been shot
Ale within my blood
Smoke in my lungs
A song in my mind

A call that never came
Sleep that ran away
Thank you for not shattering
Peace is all I crave

Tomorrow you’ll not be there
You are never there
I’ll head home
I’ve to climb the mountains
For a bigger dream awaits me

Calling me
Come hither, climb higher
A note has to be slashed

All My Love

Woman, I love you
But what is desired of me
Is not mine to give

A force higher than me
Has claimed it all

Can I renege on a promise made
Before times existence?

Then how can what I in the present give
In this ephemeral now
Ever be true?

I need thee
It fills a part of me
But never have I even once felt
Thou art mine
In spite of being within
Engulfed by thee

You who’ve desired me
Have never felt me thine
Cos, am chained by the power
That laid the then and now and forever

The Trip

So empty
A hollowness deep within
The seemingly simple
Oh! All too sure
Has slipped out of grasp
And all that’s left
A bad taste in the mouth

What can fill that cavity?
A puff? A drag? A Sip?
The emptiness remains

The will, not within control
What is desired of me?
Why give me hope
I never did ask for it

And when arms are outstretched
To hold what’s been thrown
Why was the light switched off
Tell me the purpose

Optimism is easy to preach
But the question deserves an answer

Is this a preparation?
Then what is the final end
Do let me know
Ere I unknowingly
Move on to a path
That will never bring me back

A frame on the wall

Don’t you leave me
I know I caused pain
But a little now
Is a shot
Against a rend heart
In time to come

We be the glue
That holds the poster on the wall
Two of a kind
Been placed and replaced

The glue has lost its use
It cannot hold us together
A little of the wall
Has been left behind on us

Even the newest house
And the shiniest paint
Cannot anymore charm us
Sooner than said
The grip will be lost
And hurt ourselves we will
By landing on the floor

Blameless

Why do you blaspheme
Why do you blame
You knew the consequences
Still broke the rules

Did yah tell you
To step into the muck
Then why curse purity
For the dirt on your feet

The girl is crying, you are in pain
The world is responsible for your bane
Be a man, face the light
Fight for your right, though failure looms

System

Never letting me breathe
Like a blanket over me
Smothering me
Never let me breathe the fresh air
The all-pervading cover over me
Tied up in it
Forever enmeshed
Afraid I might escape
The trap I was caught in
Never knowing it was a snare
From whence free
No one would return
But no chain's too strong
To hold one forever
One day I did break the shackles
And did try to run
I was lagging far behind
Did try my level best
To pick up pace
And reach the mark
But years of immobility
Acting like a chain
Though not there
Still in a mesh was I
Trying to catch up
But running out of breath
Why did they do this to me
Why O why
Did you never let me breathe

Desire

Much talked about
Most sought after
Killed for, betrayed for
I’ve met you

You are nothing
You still fill my thoughts
But now I know your truth
You are not worth dying for

Not a single dream will be sacrificed
At the altar of your promises

All Alone

Lonely Once, Always!
Not lone, still all alone
In the midst of a crowd
Still no one 'round you
Teeming masses, city of millions
Going their own way, all!
We are lonely
We are scared
Can't people live their own lives
Guess it easier to live anothers
Problems tensions
On the pressure
The bubble is suffocating
I'm stressed
All you needed was a pin
To burst the bubble
And breathe

Lowly Roar

Shaken confidence
Hidden pains
Unfathomable emotions
Unreachable lanes
Lions roar
Oh so low
Made to cringe
Only hearts did sob

At the tunnel's end

Far in the distance
A ray of hope
Like a coward
Walking thro' a graveyard
What is it that gave him courage?
Is he really a wimp?
Faith is the answer
Knowledge is the strength
A beam of light
Visible, though a mile away
To reach the source
I did aim
Safe in the bosom
Of that which it precedes
There will the trembling stop
There feel secure
In your arms
O keep me safe
Keep me sound, I pray
Now, ever forever

Cogitations

Passing thoughts
Little forget me nots
Etched on paper
Come a cropper
Verse in colloquy
Mans soliloquy
Sapiens rant
Use of hands
'lusion of grandeur
Will all pander
Verbose the preacher
Fans all creatures
Hearts meaninglessness
Minds meaningfulness
Called a genius
Crime not heinous?
All ye fools Why he and not you rules?