Empress of Minds

I wish I could make you mine
But you see through me
It is not the truth
A facade you too know

I do want to cast you away
out of my heart
erased from my mind

But a part of me will die
If it be deprived of thy thought
No longer can I look forward to seeing you
conversing with you
but the memory of you still makes me smile

I Yield

Make me run within the ring
There is no way out
accept the matrix
swallow your pride and give in to the lie
you are in control u need to believe

but pride they say
goeth before a fall
and till such time
i will continue the fight

accepting is suffocating
so I cannot live
But to die is suicide
And only the fight can keep me alive
Batterered broken
Hope doesn't exist
But that is one falsity i will hold on to
with dear life